clutter

the past few days have been a little tough. my life seems to be ball gaming into something bigger than i can manage. the head is a mess..

one fearful and sleepless night followed by one thought - i need to get a hold on my life. 

i get out of bed and start cleaning.. the clothes get sorted and piles for laundry stack up while the cupboard gets emptied and re-assembled. the floor is inspected for all valuables -  from the one rupee coins to the toys scattered around to the many creams and shoes... everything goes up on a pedestal. then comes the papers.. the used, the unused and the simply dirty and needs to be thrown type. the broom enters and starts a mass extermination of everything that has managed to cling to the floor. 

sweep sweep sweep and now i feel clean. every dust particle clings to my very parrot green kurta but i'm clean. 

clean like never before. it's time for it all to fall back in place and i the best bit is that i know it will.